"May-be?"

... because to answer a 'life', it ain't easy.

Sometimes we have so many questions. But no answers.

Sometimes we have so many "maybes". But we never know for sure.

Maybe we dont need the answers.
Maybe we need to ask ourselves more questions.

How can i be selfish when so much had given me?
How can i hate when i have been shown so much love?

How can i wish i would never get hurt again - if it will mean never loving or being loved again?

How can i stay angry, since i am being gifted...
the waves washing up the shore...
the stars hanging on the sky..
the sky being painted Purple Every SINGLE DAY...
and all of these, actually took my breath away?


Those are the questions i asked myself
- the ones that make me realize
Maybe the answers are not found in the 'answers',
But in the Journey we travel to search for 'them'.

One last 'Maybe',
Maybe we were made not just to travel over land, but to travel within our souls.

Maybe...

It's only real, when it's shared.

~*EARN*~

"Logic."

"Logic."

... because everyone knows 1 + 1 = 2.

Something i was reading in the library....

"I know what you're thinking about," said Tweedledum; "but if it isn't so, nohow."

"Contrariwise," continued Tweedledee,

"If it was so, it might be;
If it were so, it would be;
If it isn't, it ain't.
That's logic. "

Abnormal is normal.

~*EARN*~

9/11/2009 haiz....

9/11/2009
me and my college frenz falling out....
bcuz of the assignment^^
I'm just hope u can say sorry to me...
I know you want to protect your self as well but you destroy my personality!!!
I'm angry you bcuz you not telling the truth to ppl and lecture...
I help u finish the assignment but you tell ppl u make it by your self....
Then in the end I become a COPYCAT!!!!
Becuz OF YOU I fail in this important EXAM MARKS!!!!

i hate it.
i hate it,

I have worked so hard for my study,
But becuz of your lie words make it become the other way.
ppl may not know how much effort i have done to make things work,
but i know it, you know it, we both know it.

to you and the others,
i may seem to be a good and kind one,
the one who ppl will always choose to sacrifice,
because i am too patient,
and i dun request much.
am i really that stupid and silly?
for behaving this patient?

i am just smart enough to pretend to be ignorant,
to be ignorant about the things that
i think i should and i am supposed to know,
but i dun want to know,
because they will in turn ruin the situations.
i am just being ignorant for us.

After i type this article i felt NOT BAD nw....
In this time,
I'm just hope you can say sorry to me....





**overwhelmed with disappointment.*
**speechless.**

Dealing with......

2nd times type in English....actually oready use a few days to type it cuz i translete from my chinese typing....Hope will learn english too....If gt where i type wrong ,plz tell me lor....Thanks....
Nw i will talk about Dealing.....Dealing with wat???

The Past....
because it is something, which makes us who we are,
today.

and

The Present....
because it is an on-going life experience, which shapes
our future, not long from now.

andnow i am stuck between the cross roads of,
The Past and The Present.
**i don't even know, where am i going.**

The cryptic cerebration from the Past,
andThe skeptical actuality of the Present.

I've seen them, and most of them aren't frenly,
though.Trust Me.

Well, i guess i just need to find a direction,
a direction for myself, to stay alert.

It takes time, experiences, lotsa falls in life and perhaps,
some of the bleedings, in order to identfy the spurious and
the genuine.

But at the end of the day,
the immunity that you gain through the precipitous slope,
will allow you to contemplate maturely, to act rationally
and to see explicitly.

I am dealing now, though i don't really know am i
compromising well with my immunity, but hopefully,
i am
not doing too bad.



~*Earn*~

"Drama"

Long time dint update my blog ady~~actually gt type but dint post it cuz so lazy to post it!!Now want to change type english.....1st time type in english,hope my english will not so poor~~
Suddenly wanna talk about drama....

"Drama. .....
because that is what life is all about."

most of us, are Drama ADDICTS.

either we are the director, the producer, the hero and heroin, or we are the audience.

no matter what's our role, the Drama will still be played.


But...
underneath the facade, sometimes things just aren't the way they appear to be.

People are drowning.
Lures. Desires. Tempations.

Cross-linkage between the truth and the lie, never ends.

the Drama never crucify the truth,
but because the truth hurts, so we lie.

How do you deal..?
**silence**
sometimes you feel like you just cant deal.

But....
the Show is still ON.

And,
You Go On.

because you put one foot in front of the others,
and you hold your head up high.
because in the dark,
there's always truth, if you choose to see the light.

to experience your life, just like how you indulge yourself in the Drama, but never ever, give excuses, to blindfold you vey own self, from seeing the lights, the beacon.

learn to accept and to adapt,
because that's the only way, you can get on with your life, your Drama.

Put your faith in what you most believe in.


*~Meng Earn*~